impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging

i take a sip of the bittersweet nectar
that burns my throat
settles in my chest
warm and nice
and i crave more
so i take another sip
take another sip
take another sip
take another sip
until the bottle’s empty
and i don’t remember much
don’t remember why i was drinking
but the room is spinning
the room is spinning
the room is spinning
the room is spinning
round and round in circles
and i giggle and laugh
because everything’s alright
everything’s alright
everything’s alright
everything’s alright